10. Januar 2004, 00:23

I miss you!

I miss you -
like a blind man misses his eyes,
like the desert misses the rain,
like the night misses the sun! -

I miss you!


I hope, there will be any internet-computer available anywhere in the Netherlands!
Счастливого Пути!

9. Januar 2004, 20:33

So, you think I am "strange", whatever that means...? I just hope I am not too "strange". Not as "strange" as I would scare you or anything like this.

By the way, I think to be "strange" is not as negative. I am glad, not to be as ordinary and as normal and as boring. Life should be more than the usual "Birth, School, Work, Death". I am certain, you agree!

8. Januar 2004, 22:54

Well, it is quite difficult to add every day anything in this diary. And, eventually, it should'nt be any nonsense, senseless "blabla" or just "kdfkjgvndvk dvikjeivgjiev" ;-).

And, look above to the title of this diary! What do you think, this means?

7. Januar 2004, 20:54

Seems, I had my Christmas this year at January, 5th! The best presents I can imagine and never have dared to hope for.

I still cannot really believe it. :-)))

Internet AND Berlin!!! ... JUHU!!!

After those good news it is even harder for me to fall asleep at nights...I am already now so excited...

6. Januar 2004, 21:09

Снег идет в Берлине!

5. Januar 2004, 20:01

I am so happy! Sooo happy!!!! :-))))

Wanna know, why? I guess, you know... ;-) YOU have been talking to me again after a so long and too long while! And about such excellent news!!! (I don't mean your little illness, of course. ;-) Budj zdorova!)

I already cannot await, when you are the next time online!

I am looking forward to meeting, seeing, talking to you again - here, there or anywhere!

4. januar 2004, 01:56

Two days - six movies!

3. Januar 2004, 17:20

All is quiet on New Year's Day
A world in white gets underway
I want to be with you
Be with you night and day
Nothing changes on New Year's Day
On New Year's Day

I will be with you again
I will be with you again

"New Year's Day" by U2

1. Januar 2004, 21:33

Happy New Year!

I was celebrating New Year's Eve as usual together with one million people at the Brandenburg Gate in Berlin. And this time I reached the Parisien Square at Hotel Adlon and after midnight I got right in front of the Gate. Luckily, because the police closed the square right after I reached it, because it was to crowdy there. I watched the fireworks - I like to watch it.

Seems, that good mood is contagious, because I had fun, although I dont have any reason for it, actually. But to see all the happy, laughing, smiling, singing and dancing people tempted me also to smile and even dance. Well, you know my "dancing" (lol)... But no one was paying any attention on it, no matter whether you were dancing alone or not.
The only thing I missed and which would have made that moment perfect would be a girl I could hug and kiss at midnight...

In this connection I remember one of my most beautiful New Year's Eve I ever had. I was on holidays for a few days in Portugal. We spent that time with some acquaintance in a small house with only one room in it, located in a small village just two kilometres away from the sea but even more to the next house or village. We were sitting there just in the light of two or three candles and with only one bottle of champaign for the four of us. We wanted to open it right at midnight, but this went wrong and so we decided to change the time for ten minutes and so celebrated the New Year even ten minutes later. We were running and jumping on the green meadow. No light or noise could be seen or heard. We were far away from any civilization. Right the opposite to the noise of all the rockets and blasters in Berlin.

31. Dezember 2003, 21:43

Seems, the long, cold, boring, lonely, grey winter has really begun...

I hope, there will be a spring again really soon!
I already miss you.